Story Behind The Song

I wrote this song when I was at a point of my life when I realized certain things were not okay with me anymore. I did a lot of self reflecting on the way I was living and my surroundings and the influence it had on me. This was the turning point of my life where I realized I wanted better for myself and in order to achieve these thing I had to let go of all the thing s that were hindering me from growing and keeping me stagnant.

Song Description

Self reflecting on life and realizing certain areas have to change in order to grow.

Lyrics

Chorus:
I'm early cause n***a I just gotta get
I'm tired of being broke and seeing other n***as with it
It ain't no envy in my heart but I got goals I'm tryna hit em
But my n***as on some other s**t so I can't keep f*****g with em
And I only want good vibes around I guess a n***a growing up
I aint tryna prove how hard I am, s**t have the money slowing up
I use to let my pride win that's back when I ain't know enough
She say she want affection shawty mad cause I don't show enough

Verse 1: (JuiceDaCity)
I ain't got no kryptonite can't nothing defeat me or deplete me
All I need is good w**d and good head to complete me
And you ain't gotta stay the night, shawty you can just meet me
And make sure you ain't got no clothes on whenever you greet me
Cause you know I like it nasty, I'm tryna get freaky
Cause I aint seen you in a while don't know why we stopped speaking
We use to talk everyday, we use to meet up every weekend
But I'm not sure if it's the love or the sex that we seeking
all I know is i got you leaking now, got you biting scratching screaming now
Got her feeling like she dreaming now, she pleading out
She finna let that demon out
She wanna lay back and chill, so she asked if I can stay
I gotta go get this money girl, I ain't got no time to play

Chorus:
I'm early cause n***a I just gotta get
I'm tired of being broke and seeing other n***as with it
It ain't no envy in my heart but I got goals I'm tryna hit em
But my n***as on some other s**t so I can't keep f*****g with em
And I only want good vibes around I guess a n***a growing up
I aint tryna prove how hard I am, s**t have the money slowing up
I use to let my pride win that's back when I ain't know enough
She say she want affection shawty mad cause I don't show enough

Verse 2: (C-MO DollA$)
She say she want affection
I thought that's what I was giving you
All you gotta do is send that addy know I'm coming through
Ima be the doctor where's yo body need yo physical
Enough with all this foreplay
Not that one to lay grindin hard I'm tryna get paid
Want it to the point we look back and we better than straight
I don't have no time for delay
Ima give you one chance to demonstrate
Is it love or is it hate, or Is it real or is it fake
Cause baby I just gotta know
It's been way too long, I need to see you in that thong
Tell me all yo lil secrets give me the key that's to yo soul

Chorus:
I'm early cause n***a I just gotta get
I'm tired of being broke and seeing other n***as with it
It ain't no envy in my heart but I got goals I'm tryna hit em
But my n***as on some other s**t so I can't keep f*****g with em
And I only want good vibes around I guess a n***a growing up
I aint tryna prove how hard I am, s**t have the money slowing up
I use to let my pride win that's back when I ain't know enough
She say she want affection shawty mad cause I don't show enough