Story Behind The Song

I wrote this song when I broke up with my girlfriend. I wrote the song from her point of view and it's how I imagined she'd feel now that I broke up with her.

Song Description

To the point pop rock song

Song Length 4:24 Genre Pop - General, Pop - Rock
Tempo Medium Slow (91 - 110) Lead Vocal Male Vocal
Mood Heated, Tense Subject Breaking Up, Heartbreak
Language English Era 2000 and later


I light another cigarette, as I'm staring at the wall, and I wonder what's on your mind.
While I'm browsing on the internet, I am hoping for your call, It's all just a waste of time. I'm not somekind of superdoll that doesn't break after a fall, these wounds need time to heal.
I wonder if you know at all, if you know just how I feel.


Why did you do this to me, I get so unsure and I start to loose my mind. Why did you do this to me, all these days of pain, the thoughts keep me awake at night. So tell me why, did you do this to me.

Another day lying in my bed, my stomach's turned upside down. too many thoughts are in my head. I just don't know what to do, I keep acting like a fool, these mixed feelings because of you. Hatred, sadness, slow days, passing by real fast. Believe me, I'm a mess, how much longer do you think this all will last, will this last.



There are so many things that we have to leave behind, but I don't want to, not this time. I'm breaking apart, I don't know what to do then. If you want to leave me, leave me! It's all just a matter of, All just a matter of time!


Lyrics Floris Bekker Music Floris Bekker
Producer Floris Bekker Publisher Floris Bekker
Performance Floris Bekker - all guitars, Bass guitar, Backing vocals, Wijnand Bekker - Drums, Robin Brock - lead vocals, Annick Hartog - Backing vocals Label indepentant
This track is on 1 Member Playlists
Playlist Creator Playlist Name Date Added
MrDayOff My Top Songs 9/18/2010

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