Song Description
This song is about the thing in your life that your couldnt change....and how to deal with yourself after.
| Song Length |
4:09 |
Genre |
Rap - Alternative, Rock - Alternative |
| Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
Mood |
Poignant, Disturbed |
| Subject |
Philosophy, Civil Rights |
Language |
English |
| Era |
2000 and later |
| |
Lyrics
As I gaze in the past, I try to focus on growth. Cause I was caught in the belly livin faster then most. Plus, my daddy ran out. I could blame it on dope or that bottle of liquor as he swallowed our hope. You can try to numb the pain: put scars on your brain or play the cards as they're dealt. The mission's the same. You gotta go against the grain if your ready for change. In the eye of the storm with control of the rain.
He doesn't fit in. The curtain rose started a show. Go on and ask every perfect little boy in the room just how far that he's willing to go. He never fit in. They'll never know the evil he saw. Go on and have any innocence not already lost cause its easier then holding a grudge.
Now we know that we control fact when we hold back what we know.
Confessions of a dark side prince can get so intense. Everything I did I meant, makes no sense to repent. I'm hell sent was hellbent on revenge. I serve it cold. Spit nothing by hellfire to heat up and burn your soul. Assholes think twice because I'm nothing nice. In my heyday, I put your meat suit on ice for the right price. At that point in time, it was fuck the world and fuck your life. All I ran with was goons and my gun and my knife. Tef can vouche: I kept the heat stashed under the couch. A quarter brick in the house that we would distribute out. Was heading down a path of self-destruction and repercussions for decisions I made. Getting paid the only discussion. Green backs I was lusting too many problems to fathom. Somebody had beef with the squad we was quick to get at em. Was like a clash of the titans. The sparks quickly ignited to put me in a coffin at night end or a cell that I die in.
He never fit in. They'll never know the evil he saw. Go on and ask every perfect little boy in the room just how far that he's willing to go.
Now we know that we control fact when we hold back what we know.
Take control of your life. Turn your grey skies blue. Let go of the past you can't ignore the truth. When you control fact you slowly start to get better and life goes on no matter the weather.
Now we know that we control fact when we hold back what we know.
I'm in control.
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