Before Blind I Will Become

Story Behind The Song

My ex became emotionally and verbally abusive, and self-serving after the birth of our twins, yet never seemed to care about the consequences of her actions. She moved out 2 days notice when our twins were about 1 year old with no apparent consciousness for how this was affecting her children. I wrote this song on her behalf.

Song Description

Driving drums under catchy riffs carrying simple, yet carefully selected, lyrics with dynamic harmonies and vocal textures. Contains a guitar solo in the mid-section of the song.

Song Length 3:25 Genre Rock - Hard Rock, Rock - Heavy Metal
Tempo Medium Fast (131 - 150) Lead Vocal Male Vocal
Mood Disturbed, Troubled Subject Regret, Dysfunctional Relations
Similar Artists Alice In Chains, Chevelle Language English
Era 2000 and later

Lyrics

What have I done? Conscience undone.
Vows are now broken, lies have been spoken, belittled me. Carry away the weight in my eyes; suffering me.
Pins in my heart. Now we break apart.
All falling silent except for the violence inside of me. Regrets of the past won't stay in the past; suffering me.
One hand in the fire, one foot out the door; break open me before blind I will become.
Drain my body. Shadows of time.
Everything broken, nothing unspoken; poisoning me. Screams getting louder, blackness it flowers; portrait of me.
One hand in the fire, one foot out the door; break open me before blind I will become.

Good Balance in the mix. Excellent!

Lyrics Shawn Tallard Music Shawn Tallard
Producer Shawn Tallard Performance Shawn Tallard
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Terese Millhouse My Top Songs 1/5/2012
Parias Day Winning Songs 1/5/2012
Nick Fuse HeadBangers 1/3/2012
Signal 30 Signal 30's 1st Playlist 1/3/2012
Sun Voyage My Top Songs 12/31/2011

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