Story Behind The Song

Really happened

Song Description

Someone remembering a dead friend that commited suicide..Feeling depressed and blaming himself partially.Sitting at Gravestone crying and yet there is still a smile on his face from the memories of her

Lyrics

Twenty four days and twenty four hours
Can't stop the pain with handsfull of flowers
You were too hard to reach your mind was your own slave
Its too late to preach standing round your grave
Smiling with grief at a stone
Where you lay underneath all alone
Memories of your eyes
I smile but my heart only cries
A razor may sting you a noose just might give
With nothing to cling to no reason to live
The pills and the booze were only your nite light
Maybe i knew you would take your life
Smiling at grief at a stone
Where you lay underneath all alone
Why do i feel ashamed and why do i feel the blame
Its always too late to realize..suicide..was all a mistake
Although i tried you wouldn't listen
What was i missing
Its one more lost soul weary of her breath
The burden took toll you prayed for your own death
You always said that you'd meet your own god
Now i shake my head as i walk through this boneyard
Smiling with grief at a stone
Where you lay underneath all alone
Memories of your eyes
I smile but my heart only cries
Smiling with grief at a stone
Where you lay underneath all alone
Why do i feel ashamed and why do i feel the blame

ah ahh ahh Smiling with grief at a stone