Song Description
Song about someone about to commit suicide, after being responsible for a car crash in which their family was killed.
| Song Length |
3:12 |
Genre |
Folk - Alternative |
| Tempo |
Medium Slow (91 - 110) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
| Mood |
Moving, Disturbed |
Subject |
Suicide |
| Language |
English |
Era |
2000 and later |
Lyrics
I never said it would be easy, or that the past would be undone
All the time my heart is screaming masy hands caress the gun
There was a time when I was happy, a time before I fell
From the bosom of my family, into the bitter depth of hell
I didn't mean to do no wrong, I had it all and now its gone
A stolen moment on the phone, waking up all alone
Finding out that you are gone, now there's no point in going on
Because something's you can't replace, so instead I press erase.
I wish I thought that I would join you, but I know that will not be
Nothing lies beyond but darkness, but I have nothing left to see
I'm remembering a flash; I see a light before the crash
Then the rain upon my face, the silence of that place
Heal my body but my mind will not ever let me find
The happiness I need, so now I will concede.
I never said it would be easy, or that the past would be undone
All the time my heart is screaming, as my hands caress the gun