Lyrics

As the tears fall, I heard an angel call
She said maybe you should stay here for a while
As the night came, I heard a hard rain
Thought maybe being cold ain?t all that bad

A fireman?s daughter, a soldier?s mother
Said don?t count on the day to get you through the night
A crowd of people, an old church steeple
Dressed all in black thanking God for life

Spirits build up while demons hold me down
It will all escape without a sound
Tonight?s not the night for standing in sacred ground

Wreckless arms abandon, a bed to strange to lay in
Don?t expect anyone to wait it out
Real life hit me, welcome to reality
I?ll have a thicker skin next time around

Third floor apartment, rooms only starlit
All of these empty scenes running through my mind
I lay in bed and recite a prayer
Say I?m sorry for a few things and start again

Just like the seasons change so does life
There?s a strange sense of fear I can?t leave behind
Start to look myself straight in the eyes
Realize I?m nothing more than deception and lies