Lyrics

Sometimes I feel it gets the best of me
Draining my life and my energy
They call it love, but it drives me insane
All these thoughts consumed in my brain
Causing me pain, I?m strong that?s what they say
Even though now and then I let myself get played
And nothing seems to be going my way
And nowadays I?m feeling nothing but gray
He says he cares but pushes me away every time
I want you baby, but you can?t be mine
So lost, so confused, I?m singing the blues
Is his ego getting amused while my temper is fused?
I don?t know, but I?m hearing both sides
One?s called heart and the other?s named mind
Good God, take this pain away
My feelings more than paper can ever say
I scream out loud, but nobody hears
Love; I?ve heard the hype for so many years

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I hold my breath and close my eyes
Her smile, upon my memory lies
And as I?m walking away, my final plea
A simple wish: Remember me

Waiting alone by the side of the road
Another lonely night in Vegas I?ll be spending alone
Consolation from the constellations calling me home
And the echo of the emptiness erases my poem
The moisture in my eyes reminds my memory past
And the motionless mobile remains there thirsty for gas
I walk into the sun, disguised discreetly in dark
My depressed disgust delivers me from dust to depart
I thought my live in a letter would be enough to forget her
But it?s been years that I sweat her, and it?s still not looking better

I never will forget you, I simply couldn't let you walk away
Now every day I pray that we will be together someday
And it seems like only yesterday, you touched my hand and turned away
You never knew that that's the day I died

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Some days it makes no difference at all
At least my single life, I was having a ball
Now the only bawling, well it comes from my eyes
I haven?t seen this many tears this is quite a surprise
I lay down and look at the stars
Wondering if I?ll ever let myself take it this far
I?m stuck inside don?t know what to do
I?m all messed up for a bitch like you
The days get old and my heart gets weak
There must be something else I should seek
My feelings peak, I go on walks, call my friends so I can talk
Open my eyes to realize, maybe you?re not worth this sacrifice
Cold as ice, and what about my life? What about my life?
Man, I?m simply sick of your hype

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