Lyrics

Honestly Honest
Lyrics and Music: Karma-Ann Swanepoel (2003)


It?s ages later I?m still scarred
Beat up and twisted in my views of who you are
Things don?t get stranger than the strangeness of a change of heart
And who am I to argue when I don?t know where you?re coming from?

Do you still see my face before you close your eyes at night?
Am I still someone you can use to measure up your new love to?

Wasted occasions in this life of mine would be?
Too few to mention if they didn?t take up all my time
I?m crushed to see the stuff that only love can do to love
Is it enough to want for better things when wanting?s all you?ve got?

Do you still say my name before you close your eyes at night?
Am I still someone you abuse in conversations about?

Trust me I?m happy
I?m glad that you left me
I want to be happy
You just don?t make me so
You can go

If I?m honestly honest this is not what I wanted
The truth is I got it - now I don?t want it
I?m with you without you - now that I found you
I?m scared of being scared of you not being here
Now and then I pretend you and I are something more than friends

It?s ages later I?m still scarred
Things don?t get stranger than the strangeness of a change of heart

So trust me I?m happy
Glad that you left me
I want to be happy
But you just don?t make me so
You can go

If I?m honesty honest this is not what I wanted
The truth is I got it - now I don?t want it
I?m with you without you - now that I found you
I?m scared of being scared of you not being here
If I?m honesty honest this is not what I wanted
The truth is I got it - now I don?t want it
I?m with you without you - now that I found you
I?m scared of being scared of being scared of being scared of being scared!