Story Behind The Song
In memory of my cousin Tuesday May Darrah who was killed then rapped at the age of 11 in 1986.
I also being a victim of sexual assault finally got up enough courage to write about it after visiting her grave for many years and just having my moments alone there with her. It was very hard song to write as I think of her often. We looked like we could have been twins. Her funeral was the first I had ever been too and I was only 9 in half at the time. I had finally gotten to a point in my life where I was ready to just lay it all out and not care what anyone thought. I just knew that the longer I held on to the pain of it all for both of us I would never be able to move forward and would still be their victim.
Song Description
In memory of my cousin Tuesday May Darrah who was killed then rapped at the age of 11 in 1986.
| Song Length |
4:29 |
Genre |
Rock - Hard Rock, Rock - Heavy Metal |
| Tempo |
Fast (151 - 170) |
Mood |
Intolerable, Cruel |
| Subject |
Murder, Rape, Darkness |
Similar Artists |
Evanescence, Sarah Mclachlan |
| Language |
English |
Era |
2000 and later |
Lyrics
Take me down
Bleed me dry
Make me scream
Now your prize
Why won't you look at me?
Suffocating-Your embrace
Why won't you look at me?
Really look at me
Buried Under your dirt
Crawling inside
Trapped in this hell
Your sin
Turn out the lights
Drag me down
Your sick dream
Fight scream cry
Fuck kill die
Why won't you look at me?
Suffocating-Your embrace
Why won't you look at me?
Really look at me
Look at me
Buried Under your dirt
Crawling inside
Trapped in this hell
Your sin
Turn out the lights
RAPED...RAPED...RAPED..
I'm RAPED...RAPED...RAPED
Do I-ever-haunt your dreams?
But you will suffer
In the arms of fate
(on your death bed)
Buried Under your dirt
Crawling inside
Trapped in this hell
Your sin
Turn out the lights
RAPED...RAPED...RAPED..
I'm RAPED...RAPED...RAPED