Lyrics

On this summer night, I believe that he wasn't addicted
And I know I convince myself daily that I wasn't affected.
But I know, deep inside, as I look in the mirror -
That I've grown and have learned to deny - but now things are much clearer that
 
I've learned the hard way, I've learned the slow way, I've learned the hard way.
 
Wake up in a sweat and now I see all the things I was blind to
Knowing it took years to be free. Now I need to remind you
That I know - deep inside, as I see my reflection
That all I yearned through my life was that missing affection cause
 
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On this summer night I believe that he crumbled with pressure
And I know I convince myself daily that I can make it better
Cause I have yet to confront you and say that it hurt me
So I'll show in the way I know and wait for an apology
 
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Tell me what you want me to hear. I will tend to believe you.
I ask that you tell me the truth. I will never deceive you.
I have one question for you now that I am strong.
I've been me since the beginning. Who were you all along??
 
Chorus