Story Behind The Song

Feeling pain, need rain to mask the tears

Lyrics

Here I am standing out in the cold,
Missing you, & all the hope I had is gone.
Feeling so empty, sad, & blue,
Can't get over the thought of losing you.

These grey clouds hold secrets pouring down,
Every drop, a memory, reminding me how we drowned.
Every raindrop whispers your name,
They echo my sorrow, they know my pain.
Heart's a little heavier with every sound,
I thought we'd fly; instead, we're lost and bound.

Now I count the nights I've spent alone,
Hoping your name would light up on my phone.
Till then, I'll stand out in the rain,
Hoping it will wash away the pain.


If only it would rain,
The rain would hide these tears welling up in my eyes.
If torrential rain fell from the sky,
It would mask this hurt I cannot hide.
Even though you're gone, the pain lingers on,
I'm reminiscing of a love I thought was strong.
The things I said, though they hurt me through and through,
Nothing hurts as much as losing you.

No matter how many days and nights it's been,
I still feel emptiness deep within.
I feel warm when I stand out in the cold,
Distant memories they haunt me so.
A shadow of your smile, flickers in my mind,
The warmth of your touch, left behind.

If I could recall anything I did or said,
Or remember what made you turn away.
If I could turn back the hands of time,
To the moments when our love was right.


If only it would rain,
The rain would hide these tears welling up in my eyes.
If torrential rain fell from the sky,
It would mask this hurt I cannot hide.
Even though you're gone, the pain lingers on,
I'm reminiscing of a love I thought was strong.
The things I said, though they hurt me through and through,
Nothing hurts as much as losing you.


So here I stand, just me and the rain,
Searching for solace, fighting through this pain.
Hoping that the storm will wash me away,
But nothing feels the same since you went away.