Story Behind The Song

I wrote this during a moment of wallowing and paralyzing myself. This song was my therapy and my motivation to not settle even if life is good and blessed and comfortable and not wallow. To do what's expected and more.

Song Description

Certainty, comfort, complacency and wallowing about what ifs vs. Doing

Lyrics

I'm not sure if I want to do what you want me to do
Be driven by what you expect of me
To implore me to repeat these memories

My uncertainty it paralyzes
moving me - not to try
These fleeting moments make me cry
Too much drama I'm not yet dying

I will push through this too
Maybe slower than the last time - or faster than that time
I can sense my mood's not permanently skewed
And waves are coming wonderful but few
So I must ride while I have time or tumble in the tide
I will push through

Another fall I land on you I've become accustomed to
The comfort that you'll never go away
I welcome yet I fear the coming change

My uncertainty it paralyzes
moving me - not to try
These fleeting moments make me cry
Too much drama I'm not yet dying

I will push through this too
Maybe slower than the last time - or faster than that time
I can sense my mood's not permanently skewed
And waves are coming wonderful but few
So I must ride while I have time or tumble in the tide
I will push through

Some days it's hard to keep perspective
I've got so much compared to many
So deep breaths serve me well
It's just a passing swell

I will push through this too
Maybe slower than the last time - or faster than that time
I can sense my mood's not permanently skewed
And waves are coming wonderful...

I will push through this too
Maybe slower than the last time - or faster than that time
I can sense my mood's not permanently skewed
And waves are coming wonderful but few
So I must ride while I have time or tumble in the tide
I will push through