Story Behind The Song
This was the first collaboration ever with another lyricist for a girl named jaen within the first meeting of an Austrailian writer just new to the states. Knowing nothing about each other, the common ground found to perhaps create a song about was t
Song Description
Poignant reflective but hopeful lyrics and vocals wrapped in a modern Electronic Alt. Rock package. Most popular song from the well received debut album "Dusk".
| Song Length |
4:31 |
Genre |
Rock - Alternative, Pop - Alternative |
| Tempo |
Medium Slow (91 - 110) |
Lead Vocal |
Female Vocal |
| Mood |
Moving, Poignant |
Subject |
Gourmet Food, Snow |
| Similar Artists |
Kate Bush, Garbage |
Language |
English |
| Era |
2000 and later |
| |
Lyrics
Disappear
I'm scared
I always thought I'd slow and gracefully grow old
But instead I feel my blood is running cold
Time keeps ticking loud and faster I look into the mirror and I'm lost to me
I'm tired
I want to fold into a box and shut the lid
I want to breathe beneath this pillow where I live
No-one hears me scream in darkness I've muffled out advise the world can give to me
Monday Tuesday it's all the same
I want to disappear into another year
Where the thought of my existence isn't vague
I need to shake myself enough to wake myself
Before insanity drives me insane
I'm sad
I haven't had a bath or combed my hair in days
The phone is off the hook the bills ar left unpaid
Now the small things become giant I sob upon this bed that I have made
Monday Tuesday it's all the same
I want to disappear into another year
Where the thought of my existence isn't vague
I need to shake myself enough to wake myself
Before insanity drives me insane
Monday Tuesday it's all the same
count back from ten sleep comes again
I want to disappear into another year
Where the thought of my existence isn't vague
I need to shake myself enough to wake myself
Before insanity drives me insane
REPEAT CHORUS
I want to disappear I want to disappear from here
© (lyrics by: a girl named jaen and Janet Hay)
lyrics reprinted by permission and bound by all applicable copyright laws.
www.agirlnamedjaen.com
e-mail: ThejaenChain@altrionet.com
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