Story Behind The Song
Peter wrote the music and gave it to me to listen to..After two days I wrote the lyrics and sang the vocals in my home studio...One week later (7/23/05) Peter recorded my vocals at Cosmic Hill Studios...Still needs mixing...
Song Description
I lived most of the years of my life so far disguised even to myself. What I thought I wanted wasn't ever what I wanted and I didn't even know it.. It was killing me slowly..So - one day i awaoke and said fuck it I'm living my life this time around.. Perhaps if I fullfill my purpose I wont have to keep comming back to earth and can go to a more civilized and evolved planet for my next life......
| Song Length |
3:37 |
Genre |
Rock - General, Rock - Punk |
| Tempo |
Medium (111 - 130) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
| Mood |
Cross, Uptight |
Subject |
Courage, Life |
| Similar Artists |
The Clash, Iggy Pop |
Language |
English |
| Era |
2000 and later |
| |
Lyrics
HEY! OOH! EHYAEH!
SITTING IN THE DARK! WONDERING WHO I AM.
SITTING IN THE SHADE! WRITING POETRY.
THERES LIFE INSIDE OF ME! THE THERAPIST HE SAID.
INSURANCE WONT PAY FOR ME..
EVERYBODY?S TALKING ABOUT THEIR JOBS AND I JUST THINK IT?S SAD
I DON?T KNOW WHERE THEIR GOING TO..
EVERYBODY?S TALKING ABOUT THEIR JOBS AND I JUST THINK IT?S SAD
I KNOW I AM NOT THE SAME..
I JUST CAN?T GO TO WORK.. CAUSES TO MUCH PAIN..
IT?S NOT SPOSED TO HURT? BUT I AM NOT THE SAME?
ALL THE FELLAS AND THE GALS? WALKING EACH DAY.
IN BIG CROWDS.. JUST TO GET PAID
CHANGES ALL YOUR LIFE..
UNTIL THERES NOTHING LEFT?OF YOU EXCEPT A SUIT!
I AM ON THE BACK SIDE LOOKING FOR A FOUNTIAN
YOU ARE ON THE SUN?LOOKING FOR A MOON?
EVERYBODY?S TALKING ABOUT THEIR JOBS AND I JUST THINK IT?S SAD
I DON?T KNOW WHERE THEIR GOING TO..
EVERYBODY?S TALKING ABOUT THEIR JOBS AND I JUST THINK IT?S SAD
I KNOW I AM NOT THE SAME..
TIMES ARE SO.. FUCKED UP YA SEE
I CAN?T STAND.. THE WAY WE?RE LIVING?
SOMETIMES I THINK I COULD BE WRONG.. BUT THOSE DAYS SEEM SO LONG?
THE THERAPIST HE SAID THERES LIFE INSIDE OF ME...
BUT I DON?T KNOW? I DON?T KNOW?
SITTING BY THE SIDE OF THE SEA..MOON IS RISING HEAVILY..
ORANGE AND RED?
SITTING IN THE DARK! WONDERING WHO I AM.
SITTING IN THE SHADE! WRITING POETRY.
THERES LIFE INSIDE OF ME! THE THERAPIST HE SAID.
INSURANCE WONT PAY FOR ME..
I JUST CAN?T GO TO WORK.. CAUSES TO MUCH PAIN..
IT?S NOT SPOSED TO HURT? BUT I AM NOT THE SAME?
I AM NOT THE SAME?