Lyrics

CHORUS
you've gotta understand my side
i've had a crazy crazy life
nobody cared enough to open up my eyes (repeat 2x's)

VERSE1
my folks think im crazy for having his baby
and in the begining the words just usually wouldnt have fazed me
but now it seems my nights alone are getting colder
upset from having the weight of the world on my shoulders

i love him i know i love him nothings above him
i think the world of him
but this life heres pulling me from him

and i appreciate everything he do in the streets
he risk his life so his family can eat
but when his dipping and going ripping and running i cant sleep
im stressing the streets won't give him back to me

i understand all of reasons have better intentions
but i shouldnt have to pray coming home should be a given

BRIDGE
and when i pack my bags and get the strength to leave him
as im walking towards the door these the words that he's speaking

CHORUS
(repeat 3x's)

VERSE 2
my friends say im crazy for loving him lately
and in the begining the words just usually wouldn't have swayed me
but now im recieving messages saying to check the news
confused this love in my life im not ready to lose

conflicted im torn to peices i just can't beat this
feeling that i lost him again now to ill shit
and every night it seems im watching the news
body descriptions of either shot, beaten, severly bruised

considerably my mines spinning dialing his phone
no answer hang up call back shit the busy tone
can't take this my minds racing pick up your line
the phone rings he finally answers baby im fine
DAMN

BRIDGE
and when i pack my bags and get the strength to leave him
as im walking towards the door these the words that he's speaking

CHORU
(repeat 3x's)

VERSE 3
my mind says to im crazy to stay with him lately
but in the begining i felt my heart would never have strayed me
but now its getting ridiculous the drama that i deal with
theres no end i mean how much of this is really worth it

when shots is following
and cops are bothering
the block keeps calling him
i cant keep falling in

im depressprely grabbing and holding on for something
the truth is i feel like im holding on for nothing
when ive finally falling and accepted defeat
something about him brings me relief which makes me believe

theres no reason in leaving now im his strength and his peace
who im i kinding theres no way i could really leave him (sigh)

BRIDGE
as i unpack my bags i have no strength to leave him
we done did it all before check the words that hes speaking

CHORUS
(repeat 2x's)
stop fallig stop falling
you know your falling from me
stop falling stop falling
stop falling from me