Song Description

This song is about missing a loved one that has passed (in my case my mother) and not being able to find peace for a while.

Lyrics

Damn I miss you
I have some issues
Damn I miss you

Long ago in a very different time
(I'm moving along)
Long ago takes up space in my mind
(My days are so long, my nights are so cold, but I'm moving on)
Trying to see where I blinded myself
(I look to my side where you used to be. Right there but you left, now you're gone)
Trying to be like everyone else
(I'm stuck on this same shit, and I'm tired of it. I just wanna be ok)

I got lost last night and now it's 9 AM
I was thinking about the way things might have been
If I would've thought more about it way back when
Oh well, it's gone now

And I can't keep getting up on that ledge
And I can't keep making that same old bed
If it wasn't for me I'd be lying up dead
Oh well, it's a song
But damn I miss you

And who knows
Why do I keep crying I'm just trying to get over it
And who knows

And who knows
Why can't I stop crying I'm just trying to get over it
And who knows

Sometimes I feel I can't control my cry
(Sometimes I get confused, I don't know just where I belong)
At times I feel the pain keeps me alive
(Sometimes I don't even care where I end up)
And I'm trying to be strong in a weak place, weak place yeah
And I'm trying to hold on, but the tears keep falling down my face yeah

I got lost last night and now it's 9 AM
I was thinking about the way things might have been
If I would've thought more about it way back when
Oh well, you're gone now

And I can't keep getting up on that ledge
And I can't keep making that same old bed
If it wasn't for me I'd be lying up dead
Oh well, it's a song
But damn I miss you

And who knows
Why do I keep crying I'm just trying to get over it
And who knows

And who knows
Why can't I stop crying I'm just trying to get over it
And who knows