Story Behind The Song

We often fall out of love but the subject is rarely addressed in a song. I wanted to write a song about falling out of love. When I began to think about it, I went through a lot of emotions. I settled on the fact that falling out of love without hating the one I once loved was the best position and wrote about it.

Song Description

Fallout is a song about the pain and ache of heartbreak. It is reflective about the whole process of falling in love and having that love turn sour for one partner while the other is still in love; questioning what went wrong.

Lyrics

to be in love with somebody and its not returned
to have a feeling so deep inside yourself it burned
when ya in their company and when ya not ya yearned
for them to be by your side as the clock it turned
from one hour to the next cuz ya thought ya earned
the same feeling and respect but in time ya learned
that it wasn't what you thought it was you discerned
now your cold and hard hearted to the world your sterned

Have you ever been completely and utterly heart broken
And the reason that it happened went completely unspoken
It all makes since now that my mind has awoken
to get over it quickly is what I'm hoping

HOOK
How did we fall out of love
Without falling into hate
How did we fall out of love
That intoxicating state
Now that I lost my love
Im not feeling too great
to fall out of love
I cannot wait


why did I fall in love in the first place
cuz you bought me presents on my birthday
made me feel real good on my worst day
the way we locked eyes on our first day
was I just horny oh so thirstay
did you always know did you work me
Am I not good enough not worthy
Or did I move too slow real turtly

Do you ever think about did you hurt me
Wearing heart break skirts breasts up bursty
Your rejection made my life murky
Dark waters thick in the worst way
Real shitty I'll say it firstly
Almost as bad as my first lay
I won't think about that cuz the earth say
Dark skies lighting up are at first grey

HOOK
How did we fall out of love
Without falling into hate
How did we fall out of love
That intoxicating state
Now that I lost my love
Im not feeling too great
to fall out of love
I cannot wait

Can you be in love with two girls
I think about that while my head whirls
Am I playing myself as it uncurls
the film roll of life as it unfurls
I try to use logic but it doesn't apply
Love seems to make me dumb insecure and shy
Not things women look for in a guy
Expressing feelings is hard even though I try
I just lose confidence in myself despite
Recognizing what I felt in the moment that night
Afterwards beat myself up don't put up a fight
my darkside always likes to pick on the light
only looking at myself through racist eyes
the last girl that I loved was as a racist surprise
love burns real slow while time flies
don't move on and new love you find dies

HOOK
How did we fall out of love
Without falling into hate
How did we fall out of love
That intoxicating state
Now that I lost my love
Im not feeling too great
to fall out of love
I cannot wait