Lyrics

Verse One
Momma,
I?m really sorry for these last few years,
Momma,
I?m really sorry I made you shed them tears,
Momma,
I can?t say why I do the things I do,
But I wish you really knew that I never meant to hurt you,
Ooh! It eats me up inside,
Every time I make you cry,
So I try to live right,
And give you one peaceful night.
But right there?s a fight,
Because this street life got me crazy,
I chose to live this life I know it?s not the way you raised me,
You ashamed of me mama?
For all that I?ve done,
Don?t give up on me mama?
Better days will soon come,
I try to run from the liquor,
But the bottle keeps callin?,
I love to make money quicker,
So I got to keep ballin?,
And metho got the best of me,
Momma don?t think less of me,
I know that?s why you stressing me,
Because you wanna see the best for me,
They say my destiny is six feet deep,
The way I live it just might be,
I wanna change please believe,
But until then don?t cry for me!

Verse Two
Momma tried & a mamma cried
& a momma I?m sorry
I put them tears in your eyes & a
You wonder why I ended up this way
I ask myself sometime where did I go astray
They say the longest river is the river of tears
U think my death will be near
So now you?re drowning in fear
You stare into my eyes & my pops is what u see
& his generation curse has fell upon me
u don?t want to believe what your son has become
u never want me to leave
u think I may not return
I don?t learn from my burns
or mistakes That I make
what will it take to go straight
& make your pain go away
I say that I will change
but those words you don?t trust
But then u never given up that unconditional love
From a son to a mom
It?s that bond u cant break
Got too much love for you mom
That your tears won?t go in vain no way

Verse Three
Momma something happened today
That I just can?t explain
But all I can really say
is that I?m not gonna be the same
I know I say this all the time
To you it?s just a line but this piece I cant deny
I accepted the Lord into my life
That?s right momma
Can?t believe it myself
If you knew just what I felt
That u would never have no thought
I dint know how or why
I ended up in church
I dint know how or why
God took away this hurt
But I stood in front of the alter
W/ my hands up in the air
I didn?t think that GOD was there
Or if he really cared
But out of nowhere from my head to my feet
I was filled w/ the chills
& Something over took me
Then I dropped to my knees
& Tears fell like the rain
Then I asked the lord please
For my evil ways to be changed
As strange as it seems
I felt it all go away
My addiction, my guilt
My sorrow, my pain
Today I was saved its like I am born again
I got a 2nd chance in life plus a reason to live
I wish now you?ll be proud
& not hurt like before
your sons in GODS hand now
so you don?t have to cry no more,
Momma